a strange reverie

before i go to sleep, i always pray that i won’t be dreaming things that would just remind me of betrayals, pains, heartaches, and sorrows from the past. but almost every night, i fail with my prayers. i know i should not blame God about that because they say, if you can’t help yourself from thinking about certain things, you will end up dreaming about it.

last night was another awful bedtime for me. i slept at about 10 mins. passed 12 midnight. i woke my hubby up because i was thinking he might want to play his favorite online game. and so, he woke up, and kissed me good night. i don’t know but during my sleep, i was able to acknowledge that i was dreaming. i dreamt of someone, whom i didn’t know.. she was a girl. and the situation was like this: she was chatting with my husband. the scenario was very much the same before i went to bed to sleep (the way how i left my husband to play last night). they were chatting, exchanging email adds, IMs, and friendster accounts. haha! sooo weird. i can even remember the name of that girl. her name was “eysha”.. just wondering how i was able to remember it until now. i can see in my dream that my husband was at his very enjoyable moment chatting with that gal. i wanted to protest but i was sleeping. suddenly, i woke up.

3am, my husband was on his way to our bed to sleep beside me. i told him about my weird dream but he just laughed at it. he hugged me tight and kissed me. he told me to relax myself and try to never think of things that would just hurt me ‘coz it won’t ever happen between us.

i know he loves me, and so do i.. we kissed and then went back to sleep.

or did we really go back to sleep right away? hmmn.. last night was so sweet. haha! just kidding

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